| Rude Awakening |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|11:20 am] |
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I found out that I only have 10 Days until I go on vacation.It is crunch time. I am applying the lose 20lbs challenge right now so that I feel like I have to stay in line so I get the points. I hope it works. And I hope no one tries to get in my way about it... |
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| Fasting |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|05:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | AVRIL | ] |
Tonight I'm supposed to be graduating...but I'm not going to commencment...yay. But my mom is making dinner..and a cake. Ick. Anyway. Tomorrow I am starting a fast. Sunday might be a problem because it's my cousin's first birthday. But I think there will be enough people that it won't be a problem to not eat. I doubt anyone will notice that I'm not eating....So yeah. Tomorrow. And in addition to the fast, my diet pills, and the elliptical. AT LEAST 400 cals a day...That should do it.
My starting weight
130
My goal for the end of this fast is
125
Meghan |
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| That Survey Thing |
[May. 31st, 2004|02:19 pm] |
( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
( ) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
( ) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
( ) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(X) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(X) I NEVER BEEN SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
( ) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
( ) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
( ) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
( ) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(X) I NEVER WENT TO EUROPE
(X) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I NEVER CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
(X) I NEVER GOT MARRIED
(X) I NEVER GOT DIVORCED
(X) I NEVER HAD CHILDREN |
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| Today |
[May. 30th, 2004|10:30 pm] |
Special K Cereal Bar(2)-90 cals. each
Low Fat Chocolate Milk-160 cals
Ice Cream-160 cals :(
Total-500 cals
ugh
Tomorrow will be better |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 26th, 2004|08:55 am] |
I just joined a gym because I have a thingy for 3 free months. I would totally absolutely love it, if I didn't see like everyone I know there. AHHH...but anway...along side that topic...I'm not completely crazy, I know you can't execise without eating....at least if you want to stay alive...so...I don't know...I guess new plan??...Kinda like the old one...except I have to eat 300 calories a day. I'm burning about 400 on the elliptical and then I've been running laps around the track too...so..yeah...300 is a good number..
On a bit of sad note...I weighed myself and got my percentage of body fat...ugh...and I know it might be higher because of my awful period that's going on right now...but still...it's very depressing...it said.
135.5
31% body fat
So I'll be workin on that one...I'll weigh in everyday..and hopefully I'll get less and less depressed.
Ta
Meghan |
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| 4 Week Plan |
[May. 23rd, 2004|10:42 pm] |
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Okay...ick..so I weighed myself the other day...and I'm 132. Gross...and I know that it's all my fault that I haven't been restricting enough...so...here is my plan....tentative so that I can adjust to the situation.
Rules:
No Bread, pasta, cheeses, melons, sugars...
No more than 400 calories a day(If i HAVE to eat)
Run 2 miles (on days that I have to work at 4)
Run 4 miles (on days that I don't have to work or have to work at 5)
The goal:
Try not to eat at all. If people bug...eat a bit...get a plate of whatever take a bite and then play with it to distract them...
I need to regularly look at pics of my thinspirations so that I can keep my goal in mind...
The Reward:
When I reach 120 I can buy Gilmore Girls Season One.
Stats:
Height: 5'4"
cw:132
hw:156
lw:123
weight goal 1:120
weight goal 2:110
weight goal 3:100
I guess that's it for now...what do you think |
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| Update...Sort of |
[May. 17th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
I know I haven't updated in quite awhile and I said I would update everyday. Things are getting a little chaotic because I have only one week left in school and then I'm DONE FOREVER!!! So I'm scrambling around here and there about that. And I've finally been able to see Elizabeth and I've been milking that baby for all it's worth.
I've been exercising like a fiend...eating wise it hasn't been so good...
Elizabeth just called...I'll write later |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 15th, 2004|11:17 pm] |
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At 11:20pm on May 15th it started. |
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| Disgusting, Simply Disgusting |
[May. 9th, 2004|04:02 pm] |
Ugh...so today was mother's day. duh. Well, we had my nana and my aunt and uncle and their son Alex come out for a brunch to celebrate. Alex is just under one year and the most ADORABLE baby ever. Well I decided that since it was nice out that I would take some pictures of the baby and everyone. Well I had my mom take a picture of me with him..and I look so HUGE!!...Nothing like a picture to kick your ass back into reality. I look so completely disgusting it's a wonder anyone wants to be out in public with me. Ugh..it's just so gross. I believe it is time to super restrict. Screw worrying about passing out. If I pass out, I pass out...no biggie.
The revised plan-
Nothing but water and lots of it. like a minimum of 10 cups.
I have to MAKE my ass get out of bed and run every morning and I have to make sure I do plenty of crunches and push-ups to balance everything out.
I think I should take a picture of myself weekly so that I can keep myself in check..and hopefully see the changes in size.
Oh, and I'm getting those green tea pills tonight at work. Someone told me that they work really well and they are only like 5 bucks. So I'll try those too....umm...I think that's about it.
I'll update my progress tomorrow.
Ta
Meghan
Stats-
height-5'4"
hw-156
cw-132
lw-123
stgw-115
ltgw-100 |
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| My Thinspirations |
[May. 9th, 2004|01:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | AVRIL!! | ] |
Oh...if only...I were that tiny....
Maybe....someday...
Ta
Meghan |
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